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[04 Jan 2006|04:04pm]
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[11 Dec 2005|08:17pm]
cha-ching ...

oh please bitches hate me. lets see, weekend went good. matt has finals all week and i ahve work. matt comes home, saturday? until janurary which is nice. uhm, that's about it.


<3 matt
Crip

[01 Dec 2005|05:34pm]
i can see it in your eyes ...


i love my boyfriend i guess that's about it. it's thursday and my paycheck was mighty nice. i can't really update much about what's going on because matt reads this and it's about him =) nothing bad, really good stuff actually. fionna and louie know exactly what im talking about =D this weekend, i work tommorow for six hours. then on saturday i'm going to matts grandparents house for a late thanksgiving. i work sunday for a little bit. then next weekend it's matts birthday <33 i'm so excited. christmas is soon i wanna give matt his presents nooooowww. it's killing me. that's really about it, i probably won't be on all weekend, so if you need me just call the cell and i might answer.


I love you baby
3.12.05
Crip

[22 Nov 2005|07:14pm]
you make my whistle blow ....



i love matt oh so much =) uhm hm. i guess i haven't updated in a while huh? well to tell you the truth, i hate my nails. they're way too long and i look rediculous. blach. uhm a little drama i guess in the past couple days. we've been housing rico in a hotel for the past week. yeah, thanksgivings coming up.. matt comes home tommorow and we have a half day. as far as i know he's staying here and being with me all weekend which would be really nice. but you know, things change =\ schools fine, work sucks. the usuals. the years goin by fast, it's nuts. were already in the second marking period. i guess my grades are fine, i never really know. next semester will be better. fo sho'. that's really about it, tommorow i'll be hangin out for a while until matt comes home. i don't have work until friday which is from 11 in the morning until ... 4 30? well that's about it, check back in another six months for updates.

I love you baby
3.12.05
Crip

[13 Nov 2005|08:31pm]
common baby we ain't goin live forever ..



best weekend EVER. not really. matt came home "early" friday. actually, he got me around 2. i hung out with janani and demetrius and tejal most of the day. then matt, johnny and tommy came to get me. we went back to matts, and i was eventually taken to work. then we went to matts ... and they played video games. =\ then i came home and woke up super eary on saturday, well actually matt was suppose to be at my house at 8 and didn't show up. until i called and he finally did. at 8 30. so we went to his house and we all hung out all day, and then got ready for the benefit. johnny drove me back to my house to get ready then they went and got ready. then we were off. we got there and there were super amounts of people. nah it wasn't that bad. then around 11 we headed back to matts house and we all got pizza. then i went home around 12 45. i woke up really early this morning, seven to be exact. and got ready. then went to matts house and at 8 we all went to brunch. then i left at 9 15 to go to a meeting at work. for two hours. great. so i got done there and matt picked me up. we went back to his hous eand just fucked around. we threw the ball around alittle bit. then went to visit erics grave =\ then went back to his house. THEN, we went to fridays. let me tell you, i talk so much shit ... and people get scared what is that? so matt told tommy or called tommy a "motherfucker" and this guy and his girlfriend thought matt was talkin about them. and they got in our face. well let me tell you, this doesn't go well. if you get in my face, you meet my fist in yours =) so we walked in and matt called demetrius. aha. bad news boy. johnny boy drove mo quick up there. so they got there and me and demetrius banged out those doors practically. me, matt, tommy, johnny and demetrius walked up to this kid. he got shook as hellll. funny as shit. so we walked out and went back to eat. i punched matt in the nose, by accident i swear. hurt me though. then he dropped me off and i said goodbye to my baby about half an hour ago =\ i feel like i spent no time with him this weekend. only three weeks till christmas vacation and he's home forever =) yes way yes way. i'm gonna go do ... something. who knows. i'm super bored on a sunday night =\ and i miss my baby so much ...


I Love you baby
happy 8 months babe!
3.12.05
Crip

[11 Nov 2005|11:15pm]
don't you forget about us ...


i'm not mad so don't go thinkin that. i'm not mad your friends are here, i like your friends. oh, i do. i would just like you to remember who was there when you were upset when your dad got sick. i want you to remember who you can talk to about everything that's wrong in your life. i want you to remember ... who loves you. you get mad, at everything. i love your attention, i love it. i love the attention you give me, and it's all mine. so when things happen and i don't get it, yeah it bothers me. but i'll get over it, i'm a big kid. i'll handle how i feel, and i try so hard ... oh my god i try so hard. everyday i wonder what i'm going to do wrong. everything i do seems to just tick you off that much more. i love you with every part of me, and we both know we'll be together forever. we have what everyone else wants. the love between us. i'm really sorry it came off that i was mad, but i'm not. a little upset i don't get your undivided attention but i'll be just fine. i have you every weekend. i'm glad your friends are here, and you can spend time with them at home. the thing that bothered me the most was we got home and first thing "lets go play the football game" ... common. you have an hour with me, you have everyday with them. we cant hang out? that's fine if we can't, i'll spend time with you anyway. even if it's not revolving around me. that's perfectly fine, i'm trying with everything to not make you mad. you have enough bullshit to deal with, you don't need mine too. and i'm going to keep trying my hardest to not make you mad. i'm going to bed, and i hope you don't pull what you did last night. you know that was wrong and that hurt so much. not getting a call until 3 in the morning? common, that would kill you if i did that. going to a frat party? how upset do you think that made me? you swore up and down you wouldn't drink with girls. frat parties revolve around girls. i guess maybe i am obsessed, because i love you. and i don't want something to go wrong and something happen. i'm looking out for us. i love you ...

<3 i love you matt =\
Crip

[10 Nov 2005|03:42pm]
forever was in your eyes ...


the moment i saw you cry ... i'm not doin the whole "i'm sorry" bit. nope =)



<3 i love you babe
Crip

[03 Nov 2005|06:50pm]
lookin at your picture, from when we first met ..



i dunno =\.






i just want you to know, that i've been fighting to let you go. somedays i'll make it through, but then theres nights that never end. i wish that i could believe, that theres a day that you'll come back to me, but still i have to say ... i would do it all again ...


I Love you baby.
Crip

[02 Nov 2005|04:27pm]
there goes my life ..


I love you matt .... i dunno, life just isn't what it use to be. everything seems to just ... suck right now. nothing is right now for me, everythings wrong....


=\
Crip

[25 Oct 2005|10:58pm]
and you've become tired ...


I've heard in time it gets better
I've been waiting forever
I'll say goodbye for the last time
Only this time I'll mean it

My fingers ache from clenching this fist
My eyes still burn
I'm pouring my heart through these telephone wires
I'm getting the notion that you've become tired
You've become tired

You run your legs take you so far
You would always come running back
I won't be here this time
No not this time

Sleep forces itself on me
Escaping reality

I know where you'll be in September
No reason to visit
No need to remember
Crip

[24 Oct 2005|02:41pm]
i just want you to know that i've been fighting to let you go ...




not a bad weekend. sike? janani's car got a flat today. go figure. bad day at school. i'm home, an dhave work. at like, four. or something. i dont care. i think i have like the next three days off. or something. who knows anymore. i'm pretty exhausted. actually really exhausted. the rest of the week is pretty sucky, nothing to really look forward to. matt comes home friday, again. =)

<3 i love you babe
Crip

[23 Oct 2005|09:17am]
since i lost you, i lost myself ...


i just want you to know, that i've been fighting to let you go .. lets see, matt came home this weekend =). we went up on friday, me janani and demetrius to jersey city. man that was ... retarded. so janani drove, we got on and off the turnpike rather well. it was pouring so it was pretty scary. but we got into jersey city and we get lost. of course. us. so i called matt and we have NO idea where we are, so we stop at at gas station, we follow those directions and get lost AGAIN. stop at another gas station and the guy said he was headin over that way to follow him. so we get on the street we need to get on, and realize we have NO more money. the turnpike went up to $4.20. we only had six. so we just went onto the campus and parked. i mettttt a whole bunch of people. uhm, tommy (my favorite), johnny (the southern with the same accent as me) and his roomate (again). of course his dorm is rediculous and they don't care =) we get back and got mcdonalds, then we got in an accident =\ we're alright though. not bad. then i went to work and matt picked me up. then yesterday, matt came over and we went to the homecoming game. i think we lost. ha. then we went back to my house and ate dinner. then we went to his house and watched "monster-in-law" then we played life with his mom, then uno with his mom. t hen hung out and i came home. today his parents are goin to atlantic city. =)


I Love you baby <333
Crip

[20 Oct 2005|05:33pm]
every place that we go, man we deep everywhere we roll ...


hells yeah motherfucker lets see. not much has gone on since the last update. matts mom is psycho, but we knew that right? uhm tommorow, is pep rally. or so we think. it could get rained out. were rollin over to demetrius' house to scoop him up, then headin up to jersey city to pick up my one and only and to re-unite the 60's set =) uhm i won't be on for a long time. tonight i'm goin out with janani to pick up some pain and paint her car real quick. and chillin, i'll be on eventually.


cells always good, less i'm with the fam =)

<3 i love you babe
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[13 Oct 2005|11:21pm]
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I Love you baby .... forever.
Crip

[13 Oct 2005|11:06am]
i just want you to know, that i've been fighting to let you go ..


i'm so sorry ...



i'm going to eat.


I Love you baby ♥
Crip

[12 Oct 2005|09:52pm]
i'll be just fine, pretending i'm not ...



i'm a bad girlfriend, are you all happy now?
Crip

[11 Oct 2005|09:36pm]
I'm done ...


</3
Crip

[09 Oct 2005|08:31pm]
wheres my gangstas and all my thugs ..

i said welcome to detroit city fuck you and the bullshit you pull.

that's it.

i love you baby, forever.
Crip

[07 Oct 2005|03:12pm]
you found me ...


weekend with the boyfriend, don't expect an update for a few days. have a good weekend guys <333

I Love you baby
Crip

[06 Oct 2005|03:27pm]
how did you know just where i would be ..


i see my baby tommorow!. i'm so excited. today sucked i guess, diamond wouldn't let me go to the sailsbary meeting. asshole. i guess today all around sucked, i have work today from four thirty until ten. which sucks even more. but i get mo excited when i think about my baby coming home. i don't have work tommorow or sunday on top of that. i have work saturday from five thirty until ten. which can't be that bad. shorter than normal hours. bish. i have to take off for homecoming on the twenty second. or request earlier hours. i don't think i can afford to request off. anyway, uhm that's about it. i guess, cell it. or come visit me =)


<3 i love you baby!!
Crip

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