now lets get crip walkin . . .

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 21:11:47 GMT

Survey

L A S T P E R S O N T H A T
1. Slept in your bed: my boyfriend.
2. Saw you cry: matt
3. Made you cry: matt
4. Went to the movies with you: matt
5. You went to the mall with: matt
7. You went to dinner with: matts family
8. You talked on the phone: Larry
9. Said 'I love you' to you: matt
11. Made you laugh: matt
12. Bought you something: matt

W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R
1. pierce your nose or tongue? Tongue
2. be serious or be funny? funny,
3. drink whole or skim milk? whole
4. die in a fire or drown? fire
5.spend time with your parents or go down on someone? spend time with my parents.

A R E Y O U

1. simple or complicated? complicated I believe
2. Gay? yup, i love guys.
3. Hardcore? hell yeah
4. Honest? Yeah...

DO YOU PREFER
1. flowers or angels? angels
2. gray or black?: Gray
3. Color or Black and white photos?: Black and White
4. lust or love?: Love
5. military or 12-hr time?: Military.
6. manual or automatic?: Automatic
7. rap or hip hop?: Hip Hop
8. staying up late or waking up early?: Staying up late.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
1. do you like anyone?: Yes.
2. do they know it?: They sure do

DO YOU PREFER
1. being hot or cold?: Hot
2. sun or moon?: moon
3. Winter or Fall?: Fall
4. left or right?: Right
5. having 10 acquaintances who will have sex with you or having two best friends?: Wow. Two best friends.
6. sun or rain?: sun
7. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: vanilla
8. boys or girls: Boys
9. vodka or Jack?: jack.

ABOUT YOU
What time is it? it is, 4:06 PM
Name?: Kristen
Nickname(s): baby, babe, miss kristen.

WHAT DO YOU WANT
Where do you want to live?: mississippi, or somewhere in the south.
What kind of job do you want?: crime scene investigator.
Do you want to get married?: sure do

UNIQUE
1. Nervous Habits?: biting my nails, smoking.
3. Can you roll your tongue?: sort of?
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? yes
5. Can you cross your eyes?: yes
6. Do you make your bed daily?: haha no
7. Can you touch your tongue to your nose? No

CLOTHES, ETC
1. What's your fav article of clothing?: matts hoodies.
2. Fav. shoe brand? g-unit
3. Minimal layers or layers and layers?: layers and layers
4. What jewelry do you wear?: my diamond ring, my diamond necklace, matts class ring, and the puca shell necklace matt bought at the shore last summer.

F O O D
1. Do you think that the atkins diet is bullshit?: every diet is bullshit.
2. Are you vegan?: No
3. Favorite sushi?: salmon.
4. How many kinds cereal are in your cabinet?: probably like twelve, my brother consumes cereal.
5. What's your favorite vegetable?: broccoli.
6. What's your favorite restaurant?: bucca de beppos
7. Do you cook?: lmfao yes, i try.

GROOMiNG
1. How often do you brush your teeth?: once ...
2. How is your hair for the most part? pretty neat, i love it.
3. Have you ever dyed/highlighted your hair? yes, three times.

STUFF
1. Do you swear?: everyday
2. Do you ever spit? matt taught me how.
3. You cook your own food?: no, matts here for that
4. You do your own chores?: no, matt does that too
5. You got paid today? i haven't gotten paid in weeks.
6. You like beef jerky? sure
7. You like pepsi or coke?: Pepsi
8. You plan on going to college?: I sure do
9. You're happy with your hair?: for the msot part
10. You own a dog?: yessir
11. You spend your money wisely?: I believe so
12. You're always making new friends?: I used to
13. You like to swim?: yeah
14. Have you ever got so bored you called a friend? uhm, yeah ...

LET'S BE HONEST
In the last month have you...
1. Had a bf/gf: yes
2. Bought something: Yes
4. Sang: Not very well
5. Been kissed: I have
6. Felt stupid: just a few- it was a good month for me.
8. Missed someone: Yes
9. Got drunk: tipsy
10. Gotten high: I never do
11. Danced crazy: All the time
12. Gotten your hair cut: nah
13. Watched cartoons: Yes
14. Lied: ha
15. Had Sex: ...

H A V E Y O U E V E R
1. Wished you were the opposite sex?: sometimes
2. Snuck out of your house: nah. i'd get caught.
3. Gave money to a homeless person: i don't think so. piss off a democrate, get a job.

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 01:26:51 GMT

cha-ching ...

oh please bitches hate me. lets see, weekend went good. matt has finals all week and i ahve work. matt comes home, saturday? until janurary which is nice. uhm, that's about it.

<3 matt

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 22:37:50 GMT

i can see it in your eyes ...

i love my boyfriend i guess that's about it. it's thursday and my paycheck was mighty nice. i can't really update much about what's going on because matt reads this and it's about him =) nothing bad, really good stuff actually. fionna and louie know exactly what im talking about =D this weekend, i work tommorow for six hours. then on saturday i'm going to matts grandparents house for a late thanksgiving. i work sunday for a little bit. then next weekend it's matts birthday <33 i'm so excited. christmas is soon i wanna give matt his presents nooooowww. it's killing me. that's really about it, i probably won't be on all weekend, so if you need me just call the cell and i might answer.

I love you baby
3.12.05

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 00:17:26 GMT

you make my whistle blow ....

i love matt oh so much =) uhm hm. i guess i haven't updated in a while huh? well to tell you the truth, i hate my nails. they're way too long and i look rediculous. blach. uhm a little drama i guess in the past couple days. we've been housing rico in a hotel for the past week. yeah, thanksgivings coming up.. matt comes home tommorow and we have a half day. as far as i know he's staying here and being with me all weekend which would be really nice. but you know, things change =\ schools fine, work sucks. the usuals. the years goin by fast, it's nuts. were already in the second marking period. i guess my grades are fine, i never really know. next semester will be better. fo sho'. that's really about it, tommorow i'll be hangin out for a while until matt comes home. i don't have work until friday which is from 11 in the morning until ... 4 30? well that's about it, check back in another six months for updates.

I love you baby
3.12.05

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 01:39:00 GMT

common baby we ain't goin live forever ..

best weekend EVER. not really. matt came home "early" friday. actually, he got me around 2. i hung out with janani and demetrius and tejal most of the day. then matt, johnny and tommy came to get me. we went back to matts, and i was eventually taken to work. then we went to matts ... and they played video games. =\ then i came home and woke up super eary on saturday, well actually matt was suppose to be at my house at 8 and didn't show up. until i called and he finally did. at 8 30. so we went to his house and we all hung out all day, and then got ready for the benefit. johnny drove me back to my house to get ready then they went and got ready. then we were off. we got there and there were super amounts of people. nah it wasn't that bad. then around 11 we headed back to matts house and we all got pizza. then i went home around 12 45. i woke up really early this morning, seven to be exact. and got ready. then went to matts house and at 8 we all went to brunch. then i left at 9 15 to go to a meeting at work. for two hours. great. so i got done there and matt picked me up. we went back to his hous eand just fucked around. we threw the ball around alittle bit. then went to visit erics grave =\ then went back to his house. THEN, we went to fridays. let me tell you, i talk so much shit ... and people get scared what is that? so matt told tommy or called tommy a "motherfucker" and this guy and his girlfriend thought matt was talkin about them. and they got in our face. well let me tell you, this doesn't go well. if you get in my face, you meet my fist in yours =) so we walked in and matt called demetrius. aha. bad news boy. johnny boy drove mo quick up there. so they got there and me and demetrius banged out those doors practically. me, matt, tommy, johnny and demetrius walked up to this kid. he got shook as hellll. funny as shit. so we walked out and went back to eat. i punched matt in the nose, by accident i swear. hurt me though. then he dropped me off and i said goodbye to my baby about half an hour ago =\ i feel like i spent no time with him this weekend. only three weeks till christmas vacation and he's home forever =) yes way yes way. i'm gonna go do ... something. who knows. i'm super bored on a sunday night =\ and i miss my baby so much ...

I Love you baby
happy 8 months babe!
3.12.05

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 04:24:13 GMT

don't you forget about us ...

i'm not mad so don't go thinkin that. i'm not mad your friends are here, i like your friends. oh, i do. i would just like you to remember who was there when you were upset when your dad got sick. i want you to remember who you can talk to about everything that's wrong in your life. i want you to remember ... who loves you. you get mad, at everything. i love your attention, i love it. i love the attention you give me, and it's all mine. so when things happen and i don't get it, yeah it bothers me. but i'll get over it, i'm a big kid. i'll handle how i feel, and i try so hard ... oh my god i try so hard. everyday i wonder what i'm going to do wrong. everything i do seems to just tick you off that much more. i love you with every part of me, and we both know we'll be together forever. we have what everyone else wants. the love between us. i'm really sorry it came off that i was mad, but i'm not. a little upset i don't get your undivided attention but i'll be just fine. i have you every weekend. i'm glad your friends are here, and you can spend time with them at home. the thing that bothered me the most was we got home and first thing "lets go play the football game" ... common. you have an hour with me, you have everyday with them. we cant hang out? that's fine if we can't, i'll spend time with you anyway. even if it's not revolving around me. that's perfectly fine, i'm trying with everything to not make you mad. you have enough bullshit to deal with, you don't need mine too. and i'm going to keep trying my hardest to not make you mad. i'm going to bed, and i hope you don't pull what you did last night. you know that was wrong and that hurt so much. not getting a call until 3 in the morning? common, that would kill you if i did that. going to a frat party? how upset do you think that made me? you swore up and down you wouldn't drink with girls. frat parties revolve around girls. i guess maybe i am obsessed, because i love you. and i don't want something to go wrong and something happen. i'm looking out for us. i love you ...

<3 i love you matt =\

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 20:42:51 GMT

forever was in your eyes ...

the moment i saw you cry ... i'm not doin the whole "i'm sorry" bit. nope =)

<3 i love you babe

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 23:51:08 GMT

lookin at your picture, from when we first met ..

i dunno =\.

i just want you to know, that i've been fighting to let you go. somedays i'll make it through, but then theres nights that never end. i wish that i could believe, that theres a day that you'll come back to me, but still i have to say ... i would do it all again ...

I Love you baby.

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 21:30:22 GMT

there goes my life ..

I love you matt .... i dunno, life just isn't what it use to be. everything seems to just ... suck right now. nothing is right now for me, everythings wrong....

=\

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 02:59:05 GMT

and you've become tired ...

I've heard in time it gets better
I've been waiting forever
I'll say goodbye for the last time
Only this time I'll mean it

My fingers ache from clenching this fist
My eyes still burn
I'm pouring my heart through these telephone wires
I'm getting the notion that you've become tired
You've become tired

You run your legs take you so far
You would always come running back
I won't be here this time
No not this time

Sleep forces itself on me
Escaping reality

I know where you'll be in September
No reason to visit
No need to remember

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 18:42:48 GMT

i just want you to know that i've been fighting to let you go ...

not a bad weekend. sike? janani's car got a flat today. go figure. bad day at school. i'm home, an dhave work. at like, four. or something. i dont care. i think i have like the next three days off. or something. who knows anymore. i'm pretty exhausted. actually really exhausted. the rest of the week is pretty sucky, nothing to really look forward to. matt comes home friday, again. =)

<3 i love you babe

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 13:27:06 GMT

since i lost you, i lost myself ...

i just want you to know, that i've been fighting to let you go .. lets see, matt came home this weekend =). we went up on friday, me janani and demetrius to jersey city. man that was ... retarded. so janani drove, we got on and off the turnpike rather well. it was pouring so it was pretty scary. but we got into jersey city and we get lost. of course. us. so i called matt and we have NO idea where we are, so we stop at at gas station, we follow those directions and get lost AGAIN. stop at another gas station and the guy said he was headin over that way to follow him. so we get on the street we need to get on, and realize we have NO more money. the turnpike went up to $4.20. we only had six. so we just went onto the campus and parked. i mettttt a whole bunch of people. uhm, tommy (my favorite), johnny (the southern with the same accent as me) and his roomate (again). of course his dorm is rediculous and they don't care =) we get back and got mcdonalds, then we got in an accident =\ we're alright though. not bad. then i went to work and matt picked me up. then yesterday, matt came over and we went to the homecoming game. i think we lost. ha. then we went back to my house and ate dinner. then we went to his house and watched "monster-in-law" then we played life with his mom, then uno with his mom. t hen hung out and i came home. today his parents are goin to atlantic city. =)

I Love you baby <333

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 21:35:07 GMT

every place that we go, man we deep everywhere we roll ...

hells yeah motherfucker lets see. not much has gone on since the last update. matts mom is psycho, but we knew that right? uhm tommorow, is pep rally. or so we think. it could get rained out. were rollin over to demetrius' house to scoop him up, then headin up to jersey city to pick up my one and only and to re-unite the 60's set =) uhm i won't be on for a long time. tonight i'm goin out with janani to pick up some pain and paint her car real quick. and chillin, i'll be on eventually.

cells always good, less i'm with the fam =)

<3 i love you babe

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 03:22:09 GMT

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I Love you baby .... forever.

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 15:06:50 GMT

i just want you to know, that i've been fighting to let you go ..

i'm so sorry ...

i'm going to eat.

I Love you baby ♥

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 01:52:18 GMT

i'll be just fine, pretending i'm not ...

i'm a bad girlfriend, are you all happy now?

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 01:36:41 GMT

I'm done ...

</3

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 00:32:07 GMT

wheres my gangstas and all my thugs ..

i said welcome to detroit city fuck you and the bullshit you pull.

that's it.

i love you baby, forever.

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 19:13:49 GMT

you found me ...

weekend with the boyfriend, don't expect an update for a few days. have a good weekend guys <333

I Love you baby

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 19:29:37 GMT

how did you know just where i would be ..

i see my baby tommorow!. i'm so excited. today sucked i guess, diamond wouldn't let me go to the sailsbary meeting. asshole. i guess today all around sucked, i have work today from four thirty until ten. which sucks even more. but i get mo excited when i think about my baby coming home. i don't have work tommorow or sunday on top of that. i have work saturday from five thirty until ten. which can't be that bad. shorter than normal hours. bish. i have to take off for homecoming on the twenty second. or request earlier hours. i don't think i can afford to request off. anyway, uhm that's about it. i guess, cell it. or come visit me =)

<3 i love you baby!!

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 23:06:07 GMT

i must stick wit you ...

i must stick wit you forever ... last night sucked i don't even wanna talk about it. school sucks, i'm pullin the grades but it feels too overwhelming right now. i need to take SAT's soon =\ fucking sucks. schools obnoxious, i hate it. i hate being there. i stayed after for gym today. i hate this ...

i have work tommorow. i fucking hate myself right now and the life i have...

<3 i love you baby

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 23:45:30 GMT

i put my makeup on a saturday night ..

i try to make it happen try to make it alright ... lets see, friday my baby came home =). on the down side, i had to say goodbye to woodson for the last time =\ he's gone, off to washington township to help other kids who are fucked up. =(, so i went home, antonio drove me home actually. i haven't seen him in a while =) matt took me to work, that was nice. he visited off and on. i worked till ten. saturday, he came over and woke me up. sort of? we hung out and he took me to work. then we went to his house for dinner. my feet were killing me from work. his neighbors were there. their little girl is so cute. we ate and then decided to go meet his aunt at six flags. so we drove tos ix flags and met up with his aunt and her boyfriend and two of their friends. me and matt went on batman, oh man i almost shit myself. then we looked for the haunted hayride, we found it but also found it was an hour and a half wait. so we didn't do that. then we looked for the haunted mansion, that was close to a two hour wait. rediculous. so we went into the carnival of clowns. let me tell you how rediculous my boyfriend is for getting excited from scaring the shit out of me and his aunt. well his aunt found it funny to show me a baby carriage that a dead baby poppe dout of. and there was a little dead girl in the carnival of clowns and it chased me and his aunt around and a big clown almost made me pee myself. so we got out of there and decided to make our way out. his cousin broke his arm in gym a few days ago so he had to stay home, so we stopped and i won him a ... yankees? basketball =) then we left and stopped at mcdonalds which took FOREVER. apparently the one in mount holly has a late night menue with only a few selections on it? which didn't include my chicken sandwhich, so i had to get a double cheeseburger. blech. sooo sunday, we didn't do much. we ate breakfast here, i made matt eggs. then we hung around and went to his house for lunch. we ate lunch with his parents then went to the mall. where we decided in our house we're going to have a picture room. where we have pictures of people and things we want. ie, marilyn monroe (fucking love her), james dean, firefighters,twin towers, bob marley, police officers, airforce planes and so on. so many. then we went to the bookstore on a hunt for an excorsism book. nowhere to be found, but we did find the kama sutra book. i think that's what it's called. ha. we hung out the rest of the night. yesterday i had work. blah. today i had off which was nice. it's seven fourty five, and ... i slept allll day. oph yeah and hung out with goober. but that's it, i have school but no work tommorow. ha.

cells good

<3 i love you baby

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 17:58:46 GMT

and who's the other that's singin in van halen ..

whatever happened to, sitcoms, gameshows, on the radio .... lets see, school sucked. we had a firedrill in between periods. oh man. we had miss henkins as a sub in diamonds class. fucking yes. i spent a good majority of my SRE and lunch in woodsons office. tommorows his last day and i'm completely upset about it. good news, matt comes home tommorow. bad, i have work until ten =\ fucking. sucks. saturday i work 12-4 which is nice and i have all day sunday with him and the morning on monday. i have off next tuesday. which should be nice. and i have to talk to my manager about the 3 30 till 10's on saturday. not workin. hit it up niggaaaa

<3 i love you babe

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 20:45:40 GMT

but i dream about his laughter ..

two days! baaaah. this morning ; my mother woke me up 20 minutes late. oh god. so i actually got ready on time, and got my poptarts. HUGE plus, so i get off to school. first block,. blech. second? gym. ha. softball. i SUCK. then three/four we had a sub but i went to woodsons sad sad going away party =( then i spent the rest of the day in his office. sad =( i got out and janani took me home cuz john had to go to work. ew? i came home and i've been talkin to matt off and on all day. i don't have work tommorow which is nice. then friday my baby comes home, were gonna say bye to woodson =\ i have work from four until ten. then saturday i have work from 12 till 4. then sunday im off and uuuugh the week starts over. ew. cells nice.

<3 i love you baby

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 18:53:27 GMT

he's a mystery, he's too much for me ..

lets see my baby comes home soon. today at school, sucked =\. i have work at four thirty. blech. i have work again friday from four to ten, and then again saturday from 12 till four. not THAT bad. tommorow during 3/4 i have to go to woodsons party because he's leaving friday =( really upsetting. the rest of the week really isn't anything. i guess i'm just trying to get to the week where i really have something to look forward to =\ eh. i signed up for the college meetings. rutgers was today. heh. i have about five more until november. great. cells good.

<3 i love you baby